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CAN YA CHANGE ME A FIFTY FOR MY STRAYING WAYS
i go to bed with buttons to undo the things i said
i never should have opened up these hinges in my head
you got so bleeding angry, your lips went russian red
now tonight i’m in the dog house, i‘m barking to be fed
will you please forgive me won‘t ya change your mind?
i’m sick and tired of chasing life and being left behind
the only booze there’s rations to this homemade mountain shine
by morning time you’re gonna find i’ve gone illegally blind
you’re the reason i feel the way i wanna feel
my stomachs in my head right now it’s doing a cartwheel
i ain’t had meat in more than weeks you’ve zip-locked all my meals
i’m begging you your pardon darling, i guess i‘d better kneel
i promise to do better, i vow to change my ways
i’ll be right here beside your side come day light savings day
just think of all the money hon. that we are gonna save
and we’ll spend it here together in sunshine or in shade
i’m glad you are reconsidering you’re giving me one last chance
i’m drawing up the blueprint now of all my pledged amends
you won’t be seeing this dog stray too far from this here fence
i’m doing self improvement laps chained short inside my house reading self-help books on how to court romance
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YOU’RE MY BEST FRIEND (unconditionally) 20-09-11 EA
here ya are baby trying to save me again
here ya are baby trying to lend a helping hand
here ya are baby giving me all then more than you should have to be
and still i demand a little more
you’re my best friend my my my
you give me - a reason for everything
you’re my best friend unconditionally
here baby ya are again giving me strength
here ya are again baby making amends
for all the stupid things i do, i’ll do again too
i’m warning you, though i think ya know
(cause)you’re still my friend
here baby ya are again holding my hand
here ya are baby lending a helping hand again my friend
yeah :) yeah :)
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SONG2MADEUPON THE SPOT CAPO3rd
A- D E-
flying so high up over hell
i’m flying i kiss but never tell
i’m flying i’m flying high up over you
we’re crawling, crawling from the hate
we’re stalling, falling as we weigh
wondering if it’s really just too late to turn
i only gotta wait for you
we’re flying high up over midnight
looking down on all you little bright lights
look to where the light gets shined
half past when, according to design
don’t you think it’s about time, don’t you think it’s a bout time
that we shine, that we shine
flying so high up over hell
i’m flying i kiss but never tell
i’m flying i’m flying high up over you
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song i started in canada at greg’s – july 2008
Em G D with finger flip por 2
chorus: C D A - C D A7
GREG’S SONG
i was on my way by daybreak, the wet road had unraveled
the cars and smog were causing hours of clogs in people’s power
the light moon lit my way became the sun come beating down
the dawn the light that made it day, though light was leaking out
i promised i would compromise, i stumbled to get up
my friends were all the butchers now, their hands a tarnished cup
my prayers were weak from questioning trying to bridge the gap
the bible’s weathered leather riding monkeys on my back
my prayers had all got wet when the rain was coming down
the clowns were dancing jigs and juggling chainsaws for the crowd
i slit the jester’s throat with thread – i’d planned to stitch him up
the rafters filled with laughter - my cup was filling up
my limbs had all crawled back to me a little weary for the rain
they passed about a pitcher of elixir for the sane
got graced a dog’s deliverance, i drowned the night’s last round
and stumbled back to what before i thought i’d figured out
i was wayward from my home wayward from my soul flipped a coin i made my bed
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now i have found the way to be the one • i can not see the sun the day is nearly done C but i’m flying high trying to be (much)wiser then i Dwas the day before THE new horizon Ci can’t be sure what is comingUP Dbut (i’m) hoping ATLEAST there might be SOMETHING good how do you know just which way the wind is blowing well ya stick your head out the train window but the flow is Cin a direction (that) you don’t like where you’re going cause you Dbought the ticket B4 your heart was knowing what it really means to be stuck UP here on a thrown and look at all the shit that the wind has blown how do you know just which way the wind is blowing how do you throw a stone out UP on TO the ocean you skip to the beat of THE train down at your feet going clickity back the other way (as if) smelling RETREAT compelling feeling making make believe in your self again
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all i know right now love’s gonna make a fool of me
so tired of bending down • and begging her • please leave me be
but even though somehow • i’m dropped again • weak in the knees
i’m compromised 2 vow 2 C true love through faith fully
all i know right now • love’s gonna • make a fool of me
instead of falling down • i’m getting up again 2C
my heart so full of doubt • but brave•2bold•2B believed
i’m finally finding out • it’s not love’s fault • this we air we breathe (is LOVE)
all i know 4 now • you’re gonna make • a fool of me
safe and sound inside • a mother’s homemade recipe
if i’d made up my mind • by now my soul • would B set free
and floating from above • oh say i’d SAY(la C) • what i can C (with love)
all i know right now • love’s gonna • make a fool of me
from down here on my knees • my eyes can ‘t see • what i believe
the west has justice won • all change still chained to slavery
still focussed on desire while wandering round what really needs (our love)
all i know right now • love’s gonna • make a fool of me
she’s got me locked somehow • my head’s undone • without a key
my stomach’s up in knots • she cooks 4 me • but i don’t eat
in helping of my self •i think i’ll take 2• love sick leave
all i know right now •is i’m thinking about calling you
don’t know where you are • or whether you’re still feeling blue
i’m trying in my mind • to remember to forget how 2
instead i find a way • into your folded arms•a new (i’m missing you)
all i know right now • love’s gonna make a fool of me • she’s cut me off somehow • i’m turning blue • i gasp 2BREATHE • my heart is slowing down • 2KEEP PACE with this change in me
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JESUSCHRIST HOW’D YA GET 2 BE SO ALMIGHTY 6/7CAPO GCD
jesus christ - how’d ya get to be so almighty
jesus christ - how’d ya get to being something you didn’t suppose you’d be - kinda just like me
you are’t supposed to say?
you walked across the water - what was the deal on that - my mother said the tides rolling in - my father said don’t even begin - it’snot worth thinking about - now - why not?
got a message in a bottle - thrown out upon into the sea - so i need someone to walk upon the water - to fetch my soul for me
so jesus christ i really really love ya - but i need to know just what yer all about
tell me about your Fame - what’s your HISstory? how do ya think ya got yourself mixed/caught up with all of/ah that crap - that bullshit all sounds made up
oh jesus christ makes amends before us but anyone of us is enough to keep it going with out amking all this fuss kinda like christmas oh wait now bow before us our saviour in all his gloriness is about to mix it up again this christmas as something he didn’t suppose he’d be
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NEW SONG SAME OLD MELODY C PINK DM7 – F – G7 G – C PINK
MY ONE GOOD DEED TODAY
FIND A PENNY - PICK IT UP
ALL DAY LONG IT BRINGS GOOD LUCK
IF ONLY LUCK WERE SOMETHING YOU COULD FIND
TAKE A PENNY FROM YOUR POCKET
FIND A PLACE TO SAFELY LOCK IT
SAVE IT ‘TIL THERE IS A RAINY DAY
WHEN THE RAIN does finally come down
YOU’LL HAVE ME TO STILL DEPEND ON
don’t YOU KNOW THAT THERE’S NO RAIN
THAT DON’T END in a SUNNY DAY
WHEN THE RAIN IS COMING DOWN
imagine HOPE’S A WILTING FLOWER
DROP A PENNY IN THE GUTTER
LEAVE IT FOR SOME BUM TO PICK UP
DONE YOU ARE YOUR ONE GOOD DEED TODAY
MAKE A WISH THEN WISH IT WELL
take your time cuz time does tell
WHAT REALLY WAS IMPORTANT AFTER ALL
fake my brain and try to stop it
stop it from what’s got to happen
a lonely light too blind to see
the way that things suppose to be
it doesn’t matter what goes around
the sun’s just gone inside a cloud
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MY WILD LIFE G#CmC#G#Eb
bridge C#G#X3-Eb
wild life - taking all my time
wildly expecting - reason from rhyme
wild life - dependant on memory
god’s speed adjusting to all that keeps changing
wild life wild life wild life
wild life living for answers
planning our chances sights set on an the end
wild life divorced from god’s forces
that govern and give some semblance to things
wild life wild life wild life
but i never feel it’s not enough - no i never feel it’s not enough
no i never feel it’s not enough - to me
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moaning bout - U april1 2023 • Em C G
AD AD GD AD B E - A • anybody but me by brenda lee
how how i wish i could be any body but me
how how i wsih i could be any body but me
lonely lonely as i can be
i’ll B moaning bout - U
moaning bout - U
trying 2 find my way back home • from here 2 Timbuktu
set out on a journey • don’t really wanna do
weak unwilling • in2 the unknown
moaning bout - U
pacing back in 2 the past • 2 where we all once knew
a way into a future • with wide brighter eyes of blue
beginning in a second coming home
moaning bout - she...
is the apple of my eye • so blood shot i can’t see
blinded in the alley • wayward • wondering where i’d be
with out her • hungry hearted every day
moaning bout - U
blessings 2 the meek • and 2 the lame and stricken too
praying for the rain 2 wash away the awful truth
el salvador • won’t B returning soon
moaning bout - U
singing choirs of angels • knelt down • humbled by the view
eyes in envy opened wide • and focussed finely tuned
realizing • we’re all only passing through
Imoaning bout - me
feeling sorry for my former self • i’d seldom disagree
mourning for an other life • a longing wannabe
2B any body else • like brenda lee
moaning bout - U
moaning bout - U
i’ll moaning bout - U • from the top of this bell tower
i’ll be moaning bout - U
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Plus song i wrote in Canada in my room – july 2008
DOING TIME FOR SOMETHING THAT I DID
C F - G F C
i wake up every morning
i put all of my clothes on
then i make my way back over to the bed
my heart is always open
my heart is always hoping
my heart is always bleeding in my head
i’m trying to get these things i undone i did
i see ya every morning
you’re always in bed yawning
you’re tired of us and where we always went
you like flirting with the rainy days
you’re raining hard on my parade
the raindrops torture tapping in my head
the things i didn’t do but did instead
everything i do and say
i do and say my special way
you always confuse what i really meant
i’m picking up the pieces baby
that have fallen from my pockets lately
to fix these things at least the ones i can
i think it’s your turn too to understand
we’re playing games that children play
my carnival has run away
my blue balloons are drifting with the wind
a clown too big for his own shoes
the circus tents are torn down too
this cotton candy kid is stuck to you
i’m trying to undo all these things i do
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i’m flying free i’m flying forth • flying free into ANother weather flying from the way • i wander from i’m looking deep into the SOUL of disillusion • i AM reaching for 1 reason to sing PROUD i’m dropping dreams in2 a hole wishing well as they plop way down there at the bottom • OF All sound AND i DO know running WATER leads down HILL • recedingFAR beyond profound i’m flying foward UN • tethered toward better then it ever seems 2B B4 it’s gone i’m flying free • flying north • heading toward the war i am fleeing into HELL • way UNDERground i’m knowing that the sun comes round to shine down on us ALL and keep us warm from harm SO brief in time BUT 4 now we warm up2 the fire • with FAMILY Television hour • OUR BRIEf escape i’m flying over clover • floating Up above this summer LOVE is in the air so sweet2breathe i’m flying free KNOWing no one KNOWing nothing feeling fortune 2 have ANYthing 2B i’m sleeping later living longer playing THE good soldier dreaming of ANADAN and ANEVA or i’m like a bear cranky as the weather that’s been raining lately there or i’m like a bear cranky as the weather that’s been raining lately HERE i KNOW my FAME KNOW my NAME • is just a figment i imagine 4 2 day to keep me SAfE i’m going forth 4ward 2 the north stuck true2 course smiling un2 U • from under grace if left alone to my disgrace i’ll lay back down onto the face 2SMILE if left alone to this disgrace i’ll lay back down but UP 2FACE the lOVE
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DOG HUNT
dogs hunting in the dark tonight - i couldn’t get to sleep to get me peace of mind - dog hunt
head heavy and my eyes are dim - can’t get to sleep it’s either me or him - can’t seem to keep him from my mind - thoughts trip quickly as my time unwinds - talk to myself to keep me sane - holes up in the roof - dogs are on my tail
rainbow’s chasing me i got the gold – sunlight flickers click, the shutter’s closed – i claw at time falling down its hole - always crawling back to where i was before - my knees are grinding into gravel floor – chains dripping blood – scraping through to bone
dulled mind inside a twister wind – i drink the poison that comes beaconing – it spills on out as i am breathing in - choking me up to where he’s got me pinned - i gasp for breath but then again begin – to suddenly remember - all i thought forgotten
shark swimming in a salty soup – he dives down deep he takes you too – should i think to sink or should i swim – heat bleaching you above the sun again – water pouring down comes seeping in - sun peeling skin - like flesh is stripped from bone
head long into a heavy wind – what blows me in is at my back again - water rising up above the rim - river over flowing love from some holy hymn - i feel the pain of unsung stinging sin – he’s got me going under before even going in
broke window ripping straight through time - lost minutes missed the passing train – saints (go) marching hear them coming in – drumsticks always breaking where they’re wearing thin - i stumble in the dark too tired to sleep - my lungs are filled with lead - there’s trouble where i breathe
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Eb
BIG money (monkey) chorus dance tune holy cr*p Eb
A D E capo6
pooling at the corner big money on the pocket
chick hens chec king clucking stare ring popping bottle rocket
a hun dead doll A.R. raising de pends on if i’ll drop it
i smoke her through the hazing pur ple rain
poor ºold seat bucket
chorus D A E DC/AE x4
big money booze drug sex drin king eve nings deeper in debt
big money funny how up set U get once i lose i’ll bet
pinching pe ne noodle • rol led oats hall car pet ting
a lie a loof in plain dis pute • Oºver co star red orion
cinematic story boredºsell an atom apple early
evening in the sand paper re fining fables glory
phoney ball be lonely for lorn • eich man searching h’ordeurves
taste testing his tory dress sing up in arms crossed for war
sa luting tears salt watering • gas wide eyed re volving
carousel piggy backing bacon wrapped warm hiding
loo king love ly in the light low laughing at the chorus
the bears row in a thruple • fun nelling nature’s golden porridge
bon ding by james’ river º7 ven dou bull split ban-ananas
mo no 2 nal monk keys un lock • neo lithic cam er as
oranges mourning sun day • kiss sing lips buzz squirrely
squirming with the worms the early birds absurdly worry
arg u ing down town preaching • blaming HIGH attendance
on the dancers folding flaps up on the pants hot trotting
ten ets
chorus D A E DC/AE x4
big money booze drug sex drin king eve nings deeper in debt
big money funny how up set U get once i lose i’ll bet```
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hot air balloon C2 B+note2 Am2 F1 G1 back to C
C B+
deflated d reams - my attic holds
Am F G
blue sky asleep - inside a casket
C B+
traces of A fire’s coals
Am F G
my hot air balloon - and basket
i’m chained in town and growing sick
from dreams i’ve had my plan’s been drawn
school and house in anchored brick
my airship leaves - just after dawn
the buildings fell - a way beneath
the fire breathed - a thankful sigh
the houses seemed - like rooted teeth
below the milky - morning sky
i made it happen in my head
just hopeful illusions of grandeur
those promises that once were said
now dissipate into (the) empty air
my new perspective on the sky
almost makes this world seem kind
i know that i was meant to fly
it’s just t`he way we’re all designed
the clouds are silhouettes in bronze
i’m glad they join me on my way
i’ve always envied vagabonds
for the ease with which they stray
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IKNOWI CANB SAFE INSIDE MYSELF CAPO3 AmCGEm
i know i can be safe inside myself • there’s no one else • inside of me • reminding me • to get out • and love
i know i can be safe inside myself • there’s no one else inside me • reminding me that i am just another dreamer
i know i walk alone • along this road • it winds toward home • i’m weary ‘cuz the heart i carry has gotten so darn heavy
i know i can be safe inside myself • ‘cuz no one else could live with me • here in my mind • the time runs wildly free
still running from the one • i ‘ve left behind • so many times • to start again • new life begins • once another bends
i know i can replace • this face that’s smiling • back at me • and in its place • i see the mirrored lines in my mind slipping • slowly ageing
i under estimate • the state of health • that wealth and life • and liberty • have tempted me • to believe IN dreaming
may B should find a wife to love • her life • and share it with the kids in debt • drenched with regret • trapped under this red neck
i know my way back home • i’m all alone • wandering knowing • in the morning • you’ll be gone • and i’ll be on my own again
i know i can’t be sad • because i’ve had • such a time existing • in my life • just to have been alive • makes all worth living
i wished i’d realized • long before delivery • that your mind is as forgiving • as you give it reason • to forget
i contemplate the fate that all must die • and what am i • i think that maybe if i try • what difference • will it make
my loneliness is always • best kept close • against my chest • inside this secret deal • will soon reveal • god only knows • what’s next
i haven’t yet got me a space • i read between the lines • withdrawn into my face • and written over in my mind
i smile in spite of what i feel is real • the sun is falling down • the world whips us around at
such a startling speed
i know i can’t be safe inside myself • there’s no one else • inside me • residing here • with our darkest fear
i know i can be safe inside myself • there’s no one else • inside me • riding me like the wind • into the end
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leviathan 8
02:50
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LEVIS® A than
shame is UP your highness under garments showing draping ºheld beholden
TOP above time • OVER same last century
under ground god golden idols ºburning up in effigy • surrendertRUth by rendering
sun2 shine on sunny DAZE
the Hipocracy of ignorance is growing vines around your fence ºing U in2 A corner
closing in on U again
strangling U by coroner ºquincy A dams apple (A)day • gulping in the guilt
double cruci -fixed christ sympathy
flying over fields of fortune dropping bombs ON children reading ºbOOks on
safe removal oF live mines ºin jungle sanctuaries
believing ghostS of gallantry • citing quotes on chivalry • gaping eyes young mouths
2feed • gauntlet lancing WARt worries
bureaucracy leviathan’s clammy hands clamp round your ring • fingering
distracting U • soothing what YER SOOth seeing
creature comforts creep A way • themeek inherit last class seats • leaving earth
2burn behind • A monu mental man made feat
sad seeing things through eyes strain hardening 2 comprehend • living in among mere
GIANts • immoral mortal hope less MEN
sins accusing god excuses lacking IN self lESS restraint • behaviour gone
unpunished • due 2 kamicosmic skeptic debt
the democracy of cretins ºis dreaming in what’s seem ing ly • impossible 2 C thin air
seeping bREAth • 2 black 2 breathe
changing blind direction • waiting on A new BORN dream • prying out enamellED
nails • scratching right back at U babe
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dawn090517_001
00:33
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the tortoise and my hair Guelph, Ontario
diary of a decomposing dog
this diary on this scary day is one of warmth again and
play i am not going to say what my feeling really is in fact it’s just a lark that i have any at all no one’s left to listen, no one ever has, my bed’s been made un-wizened so been judged to be the best, but somehow just one wrinkle in my head is always left.
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